Saturday, February 7, 2009

Just Yesterday

Definition of Crazy-having an unusual, unexpected, or random quality, behavior, result, pattern, etc.
Crazy- definition of my friday night.
in a period of about 3 hours my world gets turned upside down.
Like this is crazy. OK so like i get stoned off my ass like crazy i was sooo blown its not even funny. You know how in shows the dude will have a dream and wake up in another dream and shit; thats how stoned i was. I can barely remember what happened.

What i do remember was that i told my friend how i felt about her and that i "loved" her. But its wierd cuase i "like" someone else. In a completly different way like i dont really love Daniella that was the weed, but i do think she's a cool person. I'm totally cool if we just stay friends. On the other side is Lauren who i can't be in love with only because i dont know her well enough.Truthfully though i was instantly attracted to her the moment i met her. The downside is my friend also likes her and he wants to compete for her. The only reason i have a problem with that is that girls aren't trophies to fight and compete over.

Anyway. I only remember some things like the tree's jumping out in front of me. Talking to Daniella about my Lauren problem and about my feelings for her. I remember thinking that Lauren said she wants Yates which got me all emotional. My wishing Daniella and JJ a good marrige and beautiful kids. Wierd ass shit. I remember i was on Lauren and JJ pulled my off pretty much telling me not to act like Treyvion. JJ and Daniella having a conversation ignoring me cause i was being a emotional stoner. Omg I have no idea what happened that night. Oh i do remember sumthing about my headphones and freaking trying to find a knot in Lauren's hair idk if that really happened of if i was dreaming.

Seriously i dont ever wanna be that high ever again.
I love my friends
They're more than i could ever ask for.