My Girlfriend

My Girlfriend
but not really
see she's not really my girlfriend
cause we cant really go out
I really cant believe I'm in this situation
and i can't believe I'm being forced out

See i like this girl....actually I'm falling hard for her
but there's something i like to call parents and I guess they don't approve of me
so we cant technically date.

I like her and i believe she likes me but my feelings feel trumped with the weight that i don't know if i can trust her. Like with Cher most of you don't know the full story behind it but I'm not hear to talk about that. It all boils down to me being insecure about myself and not wanting to be hurt again. Honestly i feel like a girl cause aren't guys supposed to do the hurting, whens the last time your guy friend called you on the phone crying about she left me and how much it hurts.

Anyway i'm afraid im going to be that guy and that i'll be hurt. I'm also afraid i'm coming on too strong and it pushing her off but its so confusing because when i think of her i see the cute little kid she was and still is but i also see what she's grown to be. I'm not saying that it scares me but i dont want to be the victim and have the new her hurt me.